a text message from God...

so, i receive this mass text message from my homeboy that says, "tell your mother i said happy mothers day..." . i kinda frowned .
then, my homegirl reads my blog & tells me to recap the times to her .
well, ive never been scared nor embarrassed to express myself ... ive always been taught (by my mom btw) to say what i feel needs to be said . she told me i was entitled to my expression .

so, with that being said ... here's some recaps for no one else but you mom :)

time has passed . about a good two and a half years . i want you to know im fine . i got into spelman & my dress for prom was baddddddd lol . if you were there, you probably could have convinced dad to let my cut in the front go a bit lower ;) . i took light bright danny . remember he used to play for the panthers? you always called him the 'light bright boy'. lol . oh, spelman's cool. i like it a lot , UCLA screwed me over and dr.howard was upset but God sent me away for a reason . LMU offered more money though =/ . but you knew what Spelman meant to me . thanks for always tellin me not to feed into drama ...it paid off by the way .

the fam has gone crazy ! aaha . naw but umm, UNCLE WAYNE is getting married . you told me that it would neverrrr happen, and look up in the sky ...grab that bacon lol . she's nice ...you would tell our aunties to stop givin her such a hard time tho lol . cousin terren passed . but he prolly sittin right next to you now . you know how strong our family is ... we push through the hardest times. it was hard though... you and terren were the joy of the family.

i miss the all-access passes to disneyland . we always said that your personality fit perfectly with your job. a wacky, cheerful, blissful job that allowed you to dress up like cartoon characters for halloween hahaa . the disney company still looks out for the fam . they ran the marathon in memory of you one year . they made buttons and sent like 50,000 to the house . all bad . oh! i got a tattoo . aha, i know right ....me? i know you wanted yours first, but...things happen mom .

i fell out of love...(you know what i mean) . i finally passed my driving test haha . i dont sing anymore . the last time was at your funeral . i was on the homecomming court . president of BSU. yearbook . a little mini-you haha . oh, nana is still actin like she's sick all the time lol . cece still cant dance . ooo & if you ever woulda heard this song called 'she got a DONK'...lol..im sure id be covering my eyes while you embarrassed me in the grocery store lmxo.

hey mom . you know how dad always got on my nerves? he still does ahah . naw, but now i see why you fell in love . when you got diagnosed, i saw the amazing man he was . he stood by your side relentlessly . you always said, "when i saw that man in the cafeteria, i KNEW i was gunna marry him"...and i always said you were a stalker lol . but i know why you trusted him with your heart. he balances so much and loves us so much . your 'pasadena man'. lol . he's amazing .

dallas is dallas . still mean & cynical . gotta love him . but watch over him some more...more than me. he needs it :)

all my love, stevi renee .