rush .

oh no, here comes a blush .
i hate that im liking him cause it cant lead to anything short of complicated .
he's like peach cobbler a la mode .
tastes like heaven , but cottage cheese thighs later ... signing up for jenny ;
he's like golden sand stuck between my fingernails .
annoying. but ill embrace the experience .
& it annoys me that i have to care about someone .
& it annoys me that i have to put effort again .
& it annoys me that my mind will be stretched to the furthest of insanities .

im juggling this infactuation grenade , waiting for it to go off ..
sometimes we dont know why we do the things we do
sometimes its just about t h e r u s h .