i ♥ him .

when i looked up the word "anxiety", i got three results:

anx·i·e·ty [ang-zahy-i-tee]
–noun, plural-ties.
1.distress or uneasiness of mind caused by fear of danger or misfortune: He felt anxiety about the possible loss of his job.

2.earnest but tense desire; eagerness: He had a keen anxiety to succeed in his work.

3.Psychiatry. a state of apprehension and psychic tension occurring in some forms of mental disorder.

my definition ?

anxiety (n.) - the emotion you have before you learn to give it all to God .

what am i talking about ? :)

i feel obligated to write a blog today .
but i dont know what there is to really say .
i just know that i feel good & calm .
its just too hot for words, & there's sweat in my palms . (lol)
i think im over the party scene until next week .
chillin sounds so peaceful & im reaching my peak ;

so instead of dancing , hands in the air .
we'll go to the movies, talk, and have no cares .
time is irrelevant . homework dont exist .
living in the moment, undeniable bliss .

i dont know what im talking about
and i really wish i knew
but im tired.
went to bed at six, woke up at two '.

lol adios :]

the grass is always greener :)

happy holidays everyone . aha , hakuna matata .

shouts out to:

samantha, who risks her life for weed lol .
iman, who told me she saw elephants in the bus windows on grad night haha .
moook meister aka toussaint , who philosophized his weed theory to me in old town . lol
jay, who was very good at hiding his high . bravo ex of mine .
davante, who had to eat his blunt when the malibu police hubb'd at senior ditch day ahaha .
viv, who thinks she's smiling wen she really isnt, wth ? lol
alice, the lil asian girl who tasssssted it at the top of that mountain senior year lol ..