forty-one 'who cares' facts :)

1. i have to sleep with socks .


2. sometimes, i say a 'grateful prayer' in the middle of my meal cause it's so good .


3. i am wise . [not a cocky statement, an obvious one]


4. I'm determined to get beyonce's booty . one day, one day .


5. i want another 'college dropout' type album from Kanye .


6. sigh, yes . i have a lot of feminist tendencies .


7. i hate braids on everyone . . . EXCEPT omarion . <--- that went to hell .


8. me and God go way back . God is really one of my best friends .


9. believe it or not, i am a very private person .


10. snuggling, embracing & biting are beautiful things . lol


11. i used to love keri hilson , until her arrogance & hen's infatuation got in the way .


12. i can count the number of times that me and my bro have fought on one hand lol .


13. i love DIDDY . i think he's frickin hilarious & obnoxious at the same time (:


14. michael kors is one of the most slept on watch makers EVER .


15. my friends say I'm mean to boys .


16. i have an extraordinary ability to read people by their eyes . crazy .


17. i have yet to like one of my close friend's boyfriends =/


18. i love clothes . i love shoes . i love jewelry . & i love make-up .


19. . . . i was a tomboy when i was young .


20. when i was 6, my long individuals got caught in a gate and it flung me 3 feet into the air .


21. fuchsia is my color .


22. i hate when people try to label me . suck my toe .


23. its very hard for me to trust . but once i do, I'm very trustworthy :)


24. my mom is the prototype for the woman i wanna be .


25. i believe blood is thicker than water . . .


26. but blood stains, water doesn't . sometimes relatives can be haters too, smh .


27. i love open and honest people , those are the most courageous .


28. i use to own a dog, cat, guinea pig, hamster, fish, and a tortoise . =X


29. my parents and grandparents had a marriage that i want one day .


30. YAMS are my favorite food . yumm


31. grey's anatomy is the best show on television .


32. my favorite types of movie: heist movies, love movies, action flicks :)


33. ill never be anybody but myself .


34. 'fresh scent' air freshener is thee best man .


35. i feel like money is equated to rain because it slips right through my fingers =(


36. wigs make me sad . don't ask


37. no matter what group of friends i have, I'm always the 'cool mom' .


38. i seriously feel like weed should be legalized . if deadly cigarettes can be used to make a profit, then it's hypocritical to discuss the ethics of legalizing marijuana .


39. love jones always makes me blush .


40. i wont allow myself to be intimidated by other girl's appearance . that's just dumb lol .
41. torin said he thinks i have criptonite in my vagina . i still giggle when i think about it lol !

leather gloves

strength is a blessing and a burden .
strength builds you up ,
but sometimes it makes you press your thumb on people .

it makes you stern in your presence ,
however, strength can also make you stubborn in your stance .
you stand for a lot & compromise little .
often misinterpreted as full of limit . boundary .

people are often afraid of strength and they pretend like they want to be more 'flexible' .but clay-type people will only be who they are until the air decides for them to dry . then they are simply stuck with the result, with no say so of their own . it's kind of like the 'Riddler' ride at six flags . you shift up and down when you get in your seat & when it locks . . . you're stuck .

it's foolish to assume the world will go 'easy' on you .
it's foolish to believe that one drop of adversity will give you a pass for the rest of life's tribulations .
true, blessings come everyday and so often, but a lot of the time . . . those blessings come disguised in a mask of pain and growth .

tough skin .

these 3 words .

then he said it .
and that word is a Marry Poppins bag .
the contents and capabilities are of infinite possibility .

just when i ran out of words to say,
he gave me three .
a phrase that crunched the plans, and rules, and s t r u c t u r e .
those words took to body like nylon stockings .

hot like fire in winter frost .
soft. sweet. & why it makes us feel secure, unexplainable .
that word makes every bit of life transform into sepia .
so classic, so simple, so surreal .

those words .
so rough and so soft at the same, precise time .
that word .
wrapped around my neck and pulled me close ,
passion and concern braided together by a word .

words are only letters . letters constructed to communicate .
God , however . . . put something special into the construction of that word .

الحب
Szerelem
αγάπη
amour

no matter what the tongue, God picked "it" and "it" engulfs us whenever it's thrown off of our hearts . It's often used in vain. oh, but when it is genuine . . . when he said it . . .
that was an act of God .

baby, you parched !

today on facebook (fb). . . lmfbo ,

a couple broke up . it was sad , and i don't even know em like that ... i just felt bad for them . she was sad and he was sad too . a break up is never really easy , especially when your dealing with fb . it's just a messy, public, weird situation if i must say so myself .

so, the guy's post says '____ went from married to single' .

AND WHEN I TELL YOU THAT BROADS WERE FLOCKIN' TO COMMENT , i mean gross . girls had something to say left and right from 'so, how have you been?' to 'imma have to text you' to a smiley face of approval . lol . the girls who commented even saying 'ohhh no, i hope you're okay' were really saying 'call me, i wanna pick up the pieces' in girl talk . some girls simply said, "i miss you ." like . . . seriously ? smh . i find that highlyyyyy thirsty and desperate . the boy has been 'single' for one day and girls are already hopping on his life . i think it's dumb, ridiculous & hella oblivious to the relationship that was just in affect a day ago ahah . i personally dont trust females . . . they prowl like damn felines . especially in LA . girls dont need an invite from a guy to try and 'swoop' lol . it's like taking someone's boyfriend will validate who they are ? a shame ! lol


so, i have a question addressed to men :
is it attractive when women do stuff like that ? my position is apparent, but be real lol .

bring in december .

paha, just because i love the boondocks .