7.06.2009

filet mignon .

this song is beyond words . i dont know what to say lol
if you wanna hear an impeccable song that just might go down in history, please click here :



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7mLfC2kkvPw



& might i add he ages so gracefully, lol .

7.03.2009

a treat . (if you think otherwise, i dont care lol)

my favorite prince song .

liar liar pants on fire .

someone told me, "dont trust a nigga" .

ive been wrestling with this statement for a while . =/ as sus & blunt as it sounds ...i have this sense of ambivalence about it .

7.02.2009

my drake response .




okay, im torn .
somethings dont always need to be analyzed . However, somethings are going to be inevitably analyzed lol . they cant just call the video "bomb" or "trash" :

positives: aubrey is an actor first & foremost . i was always a "jimmy" fan so i know his capabilities and he did his thing as "the coach" . secondly, it was halarious . Kanye's producing skills were pretty awesome . & erra, he looks good like always lol . i mean come on, have you seen that million dollar smile ? =DDDD

negatives: i would prefer to not watch breasts bounce up & down for five minutes straight . it was uhh ... annoyingly superficial =/. & on a broader scope, Drake has become more and more thick as time progresses . When he first came out, he was articulate & witty and said somethings that were enlightening . With more and more time, his rhymes, topics, videos and demeanor is becoming more "typical" . that might be my boy's downfall . hmmm?

7.01.2009

keep the ripe .


Elie Wiesel said it best, "you can get used to anything."
someone in his circumstances had everyright to make that statement , and i invest a section of my beliefs to that declaration .

Time and time again, that statement re-proves itself in my life . Somethings happened to me in my life that i thought would crush me, physically and mentally . However, As cruel and blunt as it sounds, my mind and heart get used to anything . That doesnt mean the "anythings" become pleasant or easy over time ...it just means that you become accustomed to it .

unfortunately, i become accustomed to as well . Things that took your breath away become mundane with time . my unique characteristics become the norm with time . the things i said that pierced your mind has numbed it all the same ... with time . as "different" as i seem to most, you can get used to it . i think thats secretely everygirl's biggest fear with a man ... becoming "used to" . Having him look at you like seven-year-old bed sheets . I think that's why girls do the things they do for men ...at any cost , because theyre scared of becoming the "been there, done that". theyre so desperate to keep things fresh .

i honestly dont have the answer to the posed problem . however, i can imagine times when i have woken up to the sun & appreciated it like it was the third time i met him . & perhaps thats what love is ? Getting used to your love but still appreciative of the joy they bring in your life . rolling over to your spouse and feeling blessed to have them for another day . i can only imagine what it would be like to wake up to bliss every morning . not necessarily waking up to a perfect person...cause everyone sucks once and a while lol . but waking up to think, "wow ...theyre still here. how lucky am i? " hmm, i dont know ? i guess anythings possible ?

song: teedra moses - take me .