emo math .

ive never been a person who depended on logic for comfort . ive always been a someone who liked to bend the laws of interpretation through expression and words . numbers have always made me uncomfortable & the phrase 'set in stone' is like a psychological charlie horse to say the least .

But God, what i wouldnt give for an equation for emotions . what variables are multiplied to equal confusion ? what needs to be subtracted to lead to a healthy relationship ? what's the square root of fear of intimacy? trust issues? is there some F.O.I.L method for the number of years, days, months, weeks needed before commitment ? How many symbols, numbers, values, and "to the power of's" does it take to know when everything i just right ? or wrong ?

colors blending and mixing in a puddle of uncertainty . you point your toe in and your whole leg is swallowed . things are deeper than you thought they were when it comes to feelings . Simply pretending that your significant other's mind is a novel ...to be read and interpretted is foolish . the mind is no such thing . Rather than being a book, it is a painting created centuries ago with no records from it's author . People say one thing and mean the complete opposite . It's not simple numbers ...