the usual .

i smell like weed & vodka .

everyday is saturday night , but i cant wait for sunday mornin .

post-dated intelligence ;

i wanna be smart .
but dont expect it until the 31st of next month okay ?
i know you depend on my enlightenment to change the world ... but erra,
id rather soak my mind in some high calorie bullshxt .
im often torn between my conscious self and my eighteen year old self .
can i truly have both ? can i think with an abstract perspective without losing my sence of youth along the way ? i dont want a husband ... but then again, im thee furthest thing from promiscuity. i love goooood music . strings, drums, bass, piano, 808s...boom . but my hips move to the ignorant shxt (& not jay z) . lol ; i love to know about people's lifestories and journeys and beliefs. but if you aint fitted, we dont speak ? i watch CNN & tomandjerry . i listen to michael eric dyson ... & lil wayne ? i believe in embracing ones true self, but am i still true if i press my hair & wear eye shadow when i go out ? can i care about Darfur & vogue magazine ?

do you accept post-dated intelligence .?

c u t .

i susually dont steal from other blogspots , but its his fault for giving me his link hehe .
this is a very intense, vivid, abstract message from keira knightly about domestic abuse :

the 'good guy'

we just want them to take off their cool and put it on the coat hanger .
he can have it back when he leaves for the door .
he gives me manipulation, deceit, facade ,
but i just need some more;

why do girls play games? you have got to be kidding me. lol. but to be honest, i dont know. we need to stop assuming that all women and men are the same. there are some good girls and some upstanding boys. but the truth of the matter is, men & women are different. some guys claim to be the 'good guy'. However, every 'good guy' has a fine line that skims the idea of 'good and bad'. a good guy is good because he is sweet and caring and considerate. is he good when he wants sex and you dont wanna give it up until youre married...so he leaves? is he good if he breaks up with you for another girl?...is it only bad if he cheats? is he good as long as he doesnt 'hit you'? can he scream at you? curse at you? is there a book on the guidelines? sparknotes ?

...so please dont tell me that 'i dont know what a good man looks like'. until you can articulate it to me with clear, well thought out points, i dont want to hear it !

tHE 0NLy UNiVERSAl 'g00d guy' quality is h0nesty, start there . adios =)

UCSD fooled the hell outta ya'll .

omg haha . today, UC San Diego accidentally sent out 'congratulations' acceptance emails to ALL 46,3000 students who applied to their university. THIS includes the 28,889 students who were actually REJECTED . the email office of UCSD realized their mistake thirty minutes later and sent out another email appologizing. dayummm, APRIL FOOOOOOOOLS . lol =/